Clear Sound [Hyde]

“Wising for something that isn’t, where does that statement originate from? Does it represent all of our shortcomings and misfortunes what “isn’t” always tends to be the things that we want to be. Like the day you was taken from your family, isn’t there ever a time where you wish that didn’t happened. The life you could have lived? Would that count as what’s “isn’t? All thats left to cavr about is the future that you can make for yourself pass all of these hardships. But that's not wrong either.” Hyde would skip the stone across the puddle and put his hands in his pocket. “ It’s a good philosophy to uphold but it isn’t entirely against human nature to wish for these things, right? Caring about the remaining variable of what once was is usually a sign of maturity and coping. Maybe its linked to why you feel the way you do perhaps?

Life’s greatest mystery is the fact that there are mysteries behind it. It kind of makes me wonder and make shit up as i go along, just until I find an answer I can be satisfied it. Force of habit, sorry about that. “ Hyde would say in an apologetic tone, he really did lose himself within his own thoughts for a minute. “I didn’t mean to do that, it just happened. I guess with me being idle for too long, I start to resort to things that are either uncharacteristic or over the top. “ Hyde really couldn’t explain it himself but he hoped that Sharaku wasn’t too mad at him for his comments. He was still kind of going on about the reason why Sharaku acted the way he did and wanted to help him. Hyde just didn’t know how.

I am distracting myself, or at least I think I am to a degree. I wouldn’t call this in itself as a distraction for me; I always think it’s good to build relationships with your friends. I don’t know, I just seem to get in a bit of trouble when left to my own deceives sometimes. I would say that I do things off of instinct alone, which could be the problem. But you know, I don’t think my instincts too bad. “ Hyde would then squat down and wave his hand around the puddle. “Remember when me you and ash checked out the cave, people could have gotten lost in there. However, I took the lead, with my gut instincts being my only referral. But that’s not enough sometimes, that why it’s important to have reliable friends.

“Luck huh? Maybe you are right; I think I managed to get lucky a few times in my life. However, I’ll always try to take responsibility somehow so the backlash doesn’t affect anyone else if things do go south. ” It was pure luck that Hyde managed to escape death when he jumped into that portal. He didn’t really care where the portal led or anything, he just wanted to get away from his pursuer. IT was a good thing that he wasn’t necessarily sent to a place that had no alternatives to it, it would suck if that particular place turned out to be his own personal hell that was a fate much worse than death. “ So what do you think Sharaku? We been friends for a while now, what’s your honest opinion of me? Do you think I’m reliable?” Hyde was curious as to what Sharaku thought, he wondered if anything negative was going to be said? He was a lot closer with Sharaku than anyone else for the time being, but that doesn’t mean that it could affect Sharaku’s opinion as a whole.

Hyde in fact did want to be seen as a reliable individual, he didn’t want to let anyone down.

“Oh, I understand now. Alright, thanks for being honest with me Sharaku.” Hyde would say as he put his hands in his pocket and stare at the puddle for a moment. There were still a few ripples in there from the time that he decided to wave his hands around in the water the way that the water moved was mesmerizing in a sense. “ ….” Hyde took Sharaku’s words to heart, but not in a bad way. It made perfect sense, sometimes a majority vote isn’t even enough to stop Hyde once he puts his mind to something. He thought he would have learned his lesson by then, but the whole boom boxer incident was another lesson of not to act on his own.

I’m not sulking I was just thinking about how much I messed up so many times, it could of all gotten avoided at a point If I had just listened to you guys. “ Hyde would say as he decided to tell Sharaku what he was really thinking. “Anyway, are you feeling any better now?” Hyde was concerned as to how Sharaku was feeling at the moment. He would have hopped that he wasn’t still down in the dumps about the whole “not fitting in thing”. “Don’t worry about the whole truth telling thing; it’s good for friends to be honest with each other. I just hope I could change and be a bit more reliable for you and everyone else.

“Well you’re my friend aren’t you? Sometimes I would like to be there for people as much as I can, even though it might not be the same when I need them. I’m not really looking for a big crowd, it’s just as important if the group of people that car about you turn out to be a handful. “Hyde let Sharaku’s words sink in a little bit more before he started talking again. “Maybe this is a bit naïve of me, but I think I’m pretty honest with myself and others. When the chips are down, I won’t betray you, I know that for a fact. So, as long as you know that, ok?” Hyde would give a bit of a weak smile to Sharaku. The conversation was a bit troubling, but he didn’t to believe in such a possibility that his friends will turn on him.

Strength

Spoiler:

Good question. The truth is that I don’t have an answer for that, I don’t know what I would do if you went to mess around with my head. Frankly, this might be an assumption, but you are a bit more straight up to do anything like that.” Hyde wondered how to answer the first question that Sharaku had for him. “Well, I consider everybody to be a human being. I always portray the same kind of respect that I would want someone to show me in return. The simplicity of kindness could come off on many different focal point, I personally would like to spread as much happiness as I can. But when it comes to friends, it’s more of a budding bond that continues to grow even after that meet. What do you think friendship means to you then?“

After listening to sharaku’s response, Hyde would make a small sneeze. “Ahh…. Anyway… I guess I rely more on my instinctive reasoning when it comes to people that I want to be friends with. The gut feeling is not always wrong at times right? And you know? I think is the longest that we talked for a while, I think it’s a pretty good chance since we were rather busy and whatnot.