A check-up (Sosina)

I'm worried about Trinity. She had a horrible time this morning, and was pretty emotionally damaged, and I don't think a robot dog that also had a horrible time would be the best person to be helped by in her current situation. I guess that's why I'm coming back and checking up on her. I hope, though I doubt it would be possible, I hope that what Gabe said to her didn't impact her as much as I think it did. Anyway, I go back up to her house and ring her doorbell. I wait anxiously, hoping that nothing is terribly wrong, though I keep a calm appearance outside to make sure any passing individuals do not take note of me being here. Please be all right.

Trinity had had a conversation with Selenus not to long ago and She was currently letting the Canine do what he wished to for the time being, she herself needed to practice and finish some work for the next concert, but as she was heading down to start her work she head the doorbell and she walked over to the door and opened it looking up at Tatsui with those unblinking emotionless eyes that seemed to immediately lock onto his eyes and stare at his soul and there she stood silent for a good four minutes as he simply stared at him unblinking and motionless as she stared at him.

And there the young girl stood in the doorway, her manner of dress was a simple pull over that went down to her knees, and her hair was a mess, a large cowlick poking up from the center of her head and it seemed to tower up over her as she looked at Tatsui, what she was wearing underneath was not able to be seen, but the girl was decent under it, though anyone looking at the two would think she was naked save for the long shirt. Finally after another minute of silent staring her head tilted to the side "Oh...Tatsui..hello what brings you back?" she asked in that signature monotone of hers as if she had just opened the door.

After a moment she stepped to the side after another minute of simply staring at the boy and she gestured for him to enter "Please...come in" she then backed away from the door and seemed to head for the kitchen "Would you like something to drink or eat?" she asked that same expressionless look on her face and that constant monotone never changing even once.

Woah, that was quick in Trinity getting to the door. Uhhhhmmmm, usually at this point someone says hello to their guest, but then again, trinity is quite clueless about certain things. Wait... speaking of clueless..... She seems like she literally just got out of bed and..... oh dear lord. I make a strangling noise and quickly turn my head away from her. "Uhm, don't you need to get dressed?" I say while blushing furiously. "Well, I guess I came back to check up on you." I say prudently avoiding mentioning the events that happened this morning. Seriously, what was with that minute-long pause of hers? "Sure thing. Ah, no, some water will do just fine." I say maneuvering into her house while avoiding looking at her.

"That was nice of you...thank you" she said as he walked to the kitchen fully and started to make a sandwich for herself, and turned on the tap to let it get cold for Tatsui, then she looked at the fridge and opened it to see if they had any pitches of water and sure enough they did so she bent down to pick it up, the large shirt she was wearing slipping down her body, and she had moved right into Tatsui's sight range, but of course under it she had on some shorts and a tee shirt, she seemed to just be wearing the slip out of habit as she stood back up and poured him a glass of water before putting the pitcher back in the sink after filling it back up. she then turned off the water and walked over to tatsui with the water.

"here you go.." she said as she looked at him then she seemed to notice the slip was out of place and as expressionless as ever she started to smooth it down once more covering her entire body down to the knees, oddly her eyes never leaving tatsui as she continued to stay locked on his eyes with her own unblinking ones.

"Err, no problem." I say nervously. Is she truly so oblivious that she has no idea about proper garments for socialization? Hmm? OH FUCKING..... wait. She's wearing clothes under it. Phew, don't scare me like that. I noticeably relax from this revelation. She just seems careless a bit about appearances, not full blown not knowing anything. Oh, here's my water. "Thank you very much." I say politely. Wait, did she just talk in a different voice? That is definently weird. Wait, is it yet another personality? Oh bloody hell. Nola, Myrna, Alister, Trinity, Unison, that unknown one, and now what? I take a sip of my water. "Well, how are things? How are you holding up?" I ask simply. I wasn't able to check up on how Selenus dealt with this morning, and I don't know if it would be prudent to talk with him right now. Selenus is able to handle things like that for a while at least. The one I'm really worried about is Trinity. Though I honestly don't know which one of them is in.... would control be the right word in this situation?

She looked to him and blinked as she stared right at him with that unblinking gaze then she stepped closer....and closer..and closer...till she was right there in front of him, her gaze never blinking and never faltering as she had it locked on his eyes, and as she stood there she leaned in really close till she was only inches away from him his question was odd to her, she tilted her head to the side as she continued to stare at him, unblinking and expressionless as she seemed to wait a long long time before answering "Things are fine here.....I am holding up well..." even as she answered she didn't move away not for a few more moments, but he would notice that her eyes where not the one red one blue that Trinity Normally had, her eyes where an odd purple color, and he could easily tell with how close she was to him.

"What does kissing feel like?" she asked suddenly not moving at all from her very VERY close position to him, her head tilting the other way now as she continued to stare directly into his eyes.

Why is she just staring at me and not answering? And she's getting closer. Why is she getting closer? Oh god why is her face inches from mine!? I bend away from ....whichever personality is in charge. I really hope that she is rational with this personality. Seriously, why is it taking so long for her to answer a simple question? "Oh, ok, that's good." I say nervously. She still is close to me, and wait.... are her eyes purple now? Oh dear, this is definently a different personality. The next thing she says has my mind racing. "What!?" I say immediately getting out of my chair and backing up a bit. What the hell brought her to asking that!? I realize that i'm blushing furiously and to cover that up best I can I ask a question. "Who are you?" I ask of her. Maybe that question will sidetrack her a bit so that I can actually figure out what is going on for once.

She looked at him back off suddenly and tilted her head back once more to the other side as she watched him react, despite the question she wasn't blushing at all and as he asked the question she stayed silent for a bit, and then spoke "I asked....What does kissing feel like..." she said in a slow drawl, her eyes locked on him and not blinking at all, in fact she seemed keenly focused on him now after the sudden rapid movement, almost like a predator that was suddenly attracted to the sudden movements of prey.

Then he asked his second question and her head tilted the other way and she stayed silent once more for a minute or two as if deciding if she should even answer, though it was hard to tell since her face was expressionless untill finally her head returned to a normal resting position "My name is....Lilith..." she said as she rose from her chair in a motion so smooth it looked unnatural, and she moved over to him here eyes still unblinkingly fixed on him "Will....you answer my question?" she asked as she once more stood in front of him.

Why is she just staying there, not reacting at all, in fact she's completely unfazed by even the question she just asked. "I heard that, but where on earth did that question come from?" I say. Jeez, she went extremely off track out of the blue. Why did she do that? Wait, she seems to be intently focused on me now....... Why do I get the sudden feeling that I'm being targeted by her now? What in the name of whatever good deities are out there is going on!? "Ok, so your Lilith." I say. More names, more personalities. I can already tell that an aspect of this personality is an innate ability for uncomfortable situations. Wait a minute, she's approaching me yet again. What do I do!? "Rggh, fine I'll answer it. I wouldn't really know because I haven't kissed a girl. Now can we please change the subject." I say trying to be reasonable while still blushing furiously.

She continued to look at him and as he said her name she nodded and moved a little closer, not even responding to his first question about where her question came from. Though as he made his answer she seemed to focus on him even more, her eyes seeming to fix on his as he spoke and she slowly tilted her head to the side as he finished, her eyes seeming to dim as if she lost interest now, she stood there silently near him staring at him with those dull eyes still unblinking, and even odder...unmoving, even her body hardly shifted as if she wasn't breathing, though she was it was just in very slow gentle quiet breaths.  "Oh I see..." she said after a few minutes of silence.

As she backed up a bit though realization seemed to grow on her face as her eyes seemed to light up once more and she fixed him in her gaze again, "You...said...you never kissed.....a girl....does this mean you have kissed....but a man?" she asked him as she continued that unblinking stare thought the smallest hint of a smile was now on her lips, not one of teasing but one of interest, as if she might yet get the answer she had wanted, after all she didn't want to know what it was like to kiss a girl, she wanted to know what it was like to kiss....well you know, but it looked like she didn't ask the question with enough specifics for the male in front of her.

Now this Lillith is just continuing to look at me, and she's getting closer. Wait, why is she focusing on me even more? She's looking me right in the eyes, oh thank goodness, looks like she's lost some interest in me, maybe I can get down to business with her. And her eyes are still unmoving, is she even actually breathing right now? Oh thank goodness, she's backing up somewhat, wait what what is going through her head right now it looks like she's interested in me again. Her next question has me flabbergasted. "No I have never kissed a man, can we please stop talking about this?" I ask pleadingly. And why does she look like she's extremely interested in the answer to my question? Why won't my body stop blushing right now? God, I just hope that she loses interest and Trinity gets back in charge. Trinity can sometimes be oblivious, but she isn't full on.....whatever this is.

Lilith nodded once more "Oh...okay then....thank you..." she said as she backed away and returned to her seat, though the oddest thing about this motion was the fact that she did it by walking backwards, keeping her eyes on Tatsui the whole time, the motion seemed alien and unnatural as it was far to smooth a motion for a person to be making. Finally though she came to rest on the chair and she continued to stare at Tatsui "you.....don't....like me...do you?" she asked her head tilting a bit, as she continued to stare unblinking at him, a tear running down her cheek as she seemed to finally realize how uncomfortable Tatsui seemed to be around her.

Lilith wasn't stupid, she just focused on things, in fact she was quite intelligent, the issue was she focused so much on things she missed almost everything else, but now that her current question was answered to the best of the other parties abilities she had moved her focus to something else, and that was the obvious uncomfortable body language of the boy in front of her, and she didn't understand why he seemed so, he always talked to the others in a more comfortable manner, and the only thing that was different was that she was here now, so currently there was only one answer.

"No problem.." I say still somewhat unnerved. And she's returning to her seat by....walking backwards, still watching me...... What? Okay, that just looked flat out weird. I somewhat cautiously return to my seat as well. "Wait what?" I ask in disbelief. She thinks that I hate her? She's crying!? Oh god, what have I done. I quickly get up out of my seat and go to her. I then impulsively hug her. "I don't hate you." I say in a heavy voice with tears in my eyes. "All of you are important to me." I say trying to comfort Lillith. God damnit, I need to be better when around them. I could say or do something without meaning any offense, yet it could deeply hurt one of them. Why is it so easy to hurt others that we care for? There has been so much happening, and I don't know how to process it all, but I still should be the best person I can to those I care for, even if they ask uncomfortable questions.

The girl seemed to just sit there, and as he hugged her she seemed to react by sitting stock up right like she wasn't expecting to be hugged so suddenly, but as he hugged her she slowly closed her eyes and relaxed, so close he could now here the gentle almost barely there breathing, even her heart seemed to have slowed. she sat there like that for a bit before she gently nuzzled into his shoulder and let out a little sigh, "Your....warm...." she said in a voice that was barely a whisper, though he could feel a tear on her cheek as she gently brushed it against his in her nuzzling.

She liked this feeling...it was different then being with her siblings, she relaxed in the arms holding her and just let him hug her, not wanting it to stop, it was a nice little discovery, she wondered if Selenus could hug as nice as this? maybe he could...she remembered the hug he gave them once, but that was someone else not her, right now she got to enjoy a hug, which was nice because that was going to be her second question...what hugging felt like, this was her first hug and as he hugged her she realized she should be hugging back.

her hands moved up and as she nuzzled into his shoulder and the base of his neck again she hugged him back, her arms gently holding onto him as she let out another sigh, a happy sounding one "this is........nice.." she said as she stayed like that, eyes closed and relaxed. "Thank you....for not...hating me..." she said gently as she nuzzled his neck once more.

It looks like she really didn't expect me to suddenly hug her. She's so stiff. It looks like she is closing her eyes. She's barely breathing, what is she thinking right now? She's nuzzling into me now. I blush a tad more. I hate awkward situations, but I made her cry again, and i can't just leave it as an apology. Well, at least it looks like she's relaxing somewhat. What is she thinking right now? Hmm? It looks like she is hugging me back right now. It sounds like she is happy right now. "I would never hate you" I whisper to her. Looks like she is continuing to nuzzle me. I guess I'll be hugging her like this for a while.